The next day, it was time to get back to school. Having taken too many days off, I had missed too many classes. I just knew I'd be making those up at the end of the year, which didn't bother me at all. I liked school. Zoe thought that was weird. I don't know what was weird about it. Every time she'd call me weird for liking school and actually enjoying studying, I just shrugged.
I honestly thought she was weird for not liking school. But maybe that's weird. I don't know. My sister and I had differing views on a lot of things.
I held my books tightly against my chest as I walked down the central stairs. My next class would be in the eastern wing on the ground floor, and I had just a few minutes to make it before the bell rang. "Hey Kairine!" a voice called out after me. I looked behind me up the stairs to see Fleur running up to me. As she made it up to me, taking deep breaths, I figured she must have been running after me for a while. "I first wanted to just say. . . that it was a pleasure meeting you. . ." she said, holding out her hand.
I smiled as I shook it. "Likewise," I responded. I felt sparks along my skin as I shook her hand. Putting that out of mind, I cleared my throat. "I can see what my sister sees in you." That was an understatement.
A soft smile spread across her luminous and glowing face. Her golden hair seemed to dance in the sunlight coming from above, sending my heart aflutter. It was all I could do to keep from passing out in the presence of her beauty. I almost wished my sister hadn't already claimed her.
"I wanted to see if I could ask a favour of you. . ." she continued, suddenly shattering my daydream. "I have an item being held for me at Madam Friar's magic shop in town, and she'll only be able to hold it for today. So I wondered if you might be able to go down there and pick it up for me?" she said, her last words seeming to trail off. "I'll understand if it's too much."
I was confused. "Could you tell me why you couldn't pick it up yourself?"
She sighed. "I absolutely would if I could — I hate asking favours of people like this," she said, pursing her lips. "Especially after having just met them," she continued. "Unfortunately, I won't be able to. I promised Zoe I would help tutor her for her Mystimon Handling class."
"Okay, that makes sense," I said, as I made a note in my head. Madam Friar's, probably in the Market District. "I can head over there after school."
Fleur's eyes glowed. "Oh, thank you so very much!" She said, taking both of my hands in hers. My cheeks flushed as she did so, my heart throbbing. "Madam Friar's is in the Market District," she pulled a piece of parchment from her pocket and handed it to me. "I made directions for you. . . Fair warning, the shopkeeper is a little eccentric."
"And my sister isn't?"
She bellowed a laugh so loud I felt like everyone in the school would hear. "Oh, no. . . Madam Friar is more eccentric than even Zoe. . . First of all, she says that every item in her shop carries a story with it, and she will tell you that story," she said, as she rolled her eyes. "And second, she has a tendency to fall asleep at the most random times. . . Even while you're talking to her."
Okay, that was certainly eccentric. . . Though I'd never met the lady, she was probably a really sweet person. "I look forward to meeting her. . ." I said with a smirk. "Good luck tutoring Zoe," I let out a laugh. "She's not the easiest to get along with to start with, so this might be a proper test of your relationship!"
She chuckled in return. "I'm sure it will be fine. . . Thank you again for doing this for me. You're a lifesaver!"
As she left and I continued on my way to class, I wondered to myself how Zoe was doing in Mystimon Handling to need tutoring from Fleur. Was she really doing that poorly? She seemed to struggle with pretty much everything to do with Mystia Casting so far; it was a little concerning for me, if I was being honest. As far as I knew, she'd only mastered one spell and hadn't been able to master any new ones. At least now she had Fleur to help her. I hoped she could help her catch up. . . Though I was a psion, what did I know?
As I sat through class, I kept thinking about Fleur and trying to reconcile how I felt for her with how I felt for David. Could she have been right about my feelings for him? I didn't really know. When I thought of him, I felt something -- that was for sure. I knew I felt safe with him, and that was why I always thought of him first when I was feeling vulnerable. But whether that amounted to liking or even loving him. . . I couldn't say.
I listened to the teacher prattle on about some equation or another. . . and completely lost track of whatever he was saying. When he called on me to solve the equation, as he typically did, since I usually knew the answer right away. . . I couldn't answer him. I felt ashamed as he looked at me expecting an answer, and I sat there frozen like a Drarin in spotlights.
Later, as I left class, I apologised profusely to the professor as he just gave me a disapproving look. He expected more and better from me, and I let him down today. I didn't know what was wrong with me. I didn't even know why I was suddenly thinking about romance when I never had before.
The rest of the day went about the same. I just could not get David or Fleur off my mind for some reason. It felt maddening to me, as I had never cared to even think about this before. I simply wanted to focus on school and life and put everything else aside. But now I felt like I had to make a choice. . . Though the choice was pretty much already made for me since Fleur was with Zoe.
But did I really want to date David? I had told him I wasn't interested a thousand times before, and he'd accepted it already. He had just told me he had let that go. . . Was it fair for me to suddenly tell him that I had changed my mind?
For some reason, it was the only thing I could think of, even as David approached me after school, telling me everything he had learned about the case. I wasn't even listening to any of what he was saying as I just stared into his eyes, hoping for the same feeling I had when I would stare into Fleur's. . .
"So, what are your thoughts?" said David finally.
". . . Do you want to go out with me?" I just blurted out before I even knew what was happening.
He stood there stunned for what felt like forever, his mouth agape and his eyes wide, as though I had just told the worst joke of all time. I hoped and wished he would just give me an answer already and be done with it. Just tell me no already, I can take it. . . But what he said next sent my mind in circles.
"Yes, of course, Kairine. . . I'd love to," he replied finally. What was happening? What had I just done? "I'm just a little confused why all of a sudden. . ." That would make two of us. I couldn't believe it. I was in complete shock even as he suggested seven o'clock that night and said he'd make plans. Okay, that took a load off of me, and left me to just figure out why I had just asked him out all of a sudden.
As he said his goodbyes and said he'd see me later, I stood there stunned, staring off into space. I couldn't believe what I had just done. All of this after I had just made it clear to him not that long ago that I was not interested in dating him. . . Now all of a sudden, I had just asked him out randomly, and. . . Now I had a date later that night. Me, of all people, had a date. . . Even thinking the words, I couldn't believe it.
I turned toward the road before me, turning to the gate into the rest of the city; my mind was already formulating a plan to get out of this. . . searching for some kind of escape, a way to let him down easily, but nothing was coming to mind. I was drawing a blank. Shaking my head, I started toward the city. First things first, I had a favour for Fleur to get done. I would have to deal with the date later. . . I shook my head at the very thought. What in the world had I just done?


